I never really saw myself as a writer, but maybe I just didn’t have much to write about. I don’t really know why I started this blog. I think it was the dexamethasone really. It makes you emotional and talkative. So, one day, I just started writing.
My story starts the same way that most cancer stories start. Something just didn’t feel right. For me, I just figured I was aging. Getting old. I was getting slower, and faster then my peers. I didn’t want to believe it though. But, it wasn’t that I was avoiding the idea that maybe I was getting cancer. I was just avoiding the fact that as 36 year old male, if I’m training hard, I should be faster the 43mi for a 10k.
We went to the ER, I gave the doc my theory about how I was curing my fatigue thru ginger juice. He sort of smiled at me, but it was with the painful knowledge that my hemoglobin was at 105, I had asymptomatic swollen lymph nodes. This meant it was either lymphoma or leukaemia. He was thinking lymphoma, but didn’t tell me.
That was a long weekend. I kept trying to find weird illnesses that caused enemia, fatigue, and swollen lymph nodes. There really aren’t any. But I kept looking. To make a low story short, we made our appointment on tuesday. The doc took m blood, did a bone marrow biopsy. Then she left. She said “I’ll look at your blood under a microscope. I’ll let you know in 5 min if you have cancer. Then she left, and I stared at the door. It’s a weird feeling wondering if you have cancer.
Continue reading The Weekend.
I’m not going to get involved in “obamacare”, or if the democrats are right, or if the republicans are. I don’t really care. However, I do think that we have a moral dubty to take care of each other.
Continue reading Medical insurance for everyone
I get quite a few emails / Facebook posts about curing cancer naturally. Here’s what I’ll say about that.
Continue reading Natural Cures…
People ask me “what did you gain from this experience?” I’m not really sure to be honest. I’d say that cancer does a few things….
Continue reading So, What did I learn?